My dear Angel what happened to us?
What causes you anger and the need to cuss?
You were the one who made it this way.
You drove me so far away.
You cut me so open-
And now claim its all my fault your broken.
[chorus]
You made promises you never could keep.
You made me so sick I still can't sleep.
Anger you showed to stays in my head.
Why don't you see why I fled?
In all your bitterness you didn't see,
How your words slowly killed me.
Fallen angel you didn't know,
My brokeness, my reason to go.
You couldn't see past your own strife.
Just used my past as your knife.
Why leave me with such guilt,
When we know this lie you built
Poison Kiss Other Side of Me by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
Poison Kiss Other Side of Me
You were just another heartache.
Waiting for me to finally break.
But I won't give you the pleasure
Of knowing you caputred me a treasure.
I could have been more than a pretty face.
But you pushed me to fall from grace.
[chorus]
I won't let you win, no I won't back down.
I'm takeing a stand until you fall down.
This is no apology.
This is rage not apathy.
What did I do to deserve this?
Why'd you curse me with your poison kiss?
You gave me one big headache.
You should be the one to break.
You made me so unsure.
I thought I was your only treasure.
Don't try to mask the pain in my face.
You should carry it to your resting place
If Only Thank God by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
If Only Thank God
If only if only that moon so bright,
could lead me home to you tonight.
If only if only I hadn't lost my way,
I'd be with you come what may.
If only if only the wind so cold,
didn't cause me to be so cold.
If only if only we didn't have to fight,
then I'd be in your arms tonight.
If only if only, these dreams so pure,
could be bitterness's final cure.
If only if only you could see,
how hurting you truly kills me.
Thank God thank God you found me here,
in the shadows surrounded by fear.
Thank God thank God you forgave-
me and pulled me from falling into the deep grave.
Thank God thank God you now see
the beautiful love between
Give to Me
Give to me the burden you face
But please try not to,
Pierce my skin with your eyes so blue.
Look at me with such disgrace.
Give to me your tears
Ill dry them and chase away,
And youll bask in the light of day-
Without all your darkest fears.
Give to me your lifeless soul
Let me replace,
And fill with grace,
Its deep black hole.
Give to me your anger
So that I can bear it,
And you can forget it.
And youre no longer a stranger.
Give to your pain
And youll fly.
And Ill clear the sky-
Of this cold November rain.
Give to me your fire
And Ill burn down
And you wont drown-
Coming Home
A wandering child is helpless,
Lost and ever so lonely.
He wants one thing only:
To stop being so defenseless.
He wants a place to call home
And no longer to roam.
People pass him by,
Without a single look.
For to them, he is a crook.
No one cares to hear his cry.
All he can do is dream,
Of things like love and family.
Things that mean so much to you and me.
We dont see that things arent what they seem.
Someone comes along,
And takes him home.
He no longer has to roam,
For he now has somewhere to belong.
Poisonous Dance by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
Poisonous Dance
Poisonous Dance
Shes a sprightly dancer
And by the way,
She dances all through the day-
One cant see shes poisoned by cancer.
She wont give into the thieves,
Who have taken her childhood,
Like shes some animal in the wood.
So she dances as lightly as falling leaves.
She dances in night and only night,
For the moon gives her wings.
Those wings caring the song her heart sings,
And let the song take endless flight.
Now a frozen rose lay on her grave.
Though her soul still dances,
No one can hear or see the prances,
For they only see her as brave.
Shes a mournful dancer,
Because her life was t
Life Long Love by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
Life Long Love
Life-long Love
Now that youre gone,
I realized the truth above the lies.
And I dont know why didnt see it in your eyes.
I now know I loved you all along.
Somehow, someway,
Ill find a reason for you-
To see whats true.
And maybe youll stay.
I hear the whisper of the willow,
And I begin to dread,
Letting you go instead-
Of lying beside you with your head being my pillow.
I know you have moved on,
And I understand-
If from your heard Ive been banned.
But you should know Ive missed you since youve been gone.
I cant stand these nights,
Without you by my side.
And it
Bleeding Blue
A bottle of pills lay at my side.
Reminding me of all the times I tried.
I tried so hard to let go of you.
And forget all we've been through.
And heaven knows how hard I try.
[chorus]
Can't you see the reason why?
Don't you see how I cry?
Don't you know how hard I try?
All I have left is your memory.
And those promises you made to me.
I wish I could mean more to you.
I need to pull myself out of bleeding blue.
I keep myself locked in this cage.
I try to forget you and act my age.
Don't tell me of your newest love.
Just set my heart free like a morning dove.
I don't mean to be this way.
I warned you to stay awa
The First Summer
Preface
The sound of gunfire resounded in my ears. Slowly I lost all grip on reality and fell into a deep sleep. The memory of what happened that night hid in the back of my mind. I never wanted it to return to me. As far as Im concerned, my old family is dead, the old me is too, and I have a new family. The twelve people surrounding me are my family maybe not legally, but spiritually at least. I havent even spent a year with them only a long summer.
They stared down at me with worry in their eyes. My father was, for the first time Ive ever seen, crying. I never meant to scare them. I don
My dear Angel what happened to us?
What causes you anger and the need to cuss?
You were the one who made it this way.
You drove me so far away.
You cut me so open-
And now claim its all my fault your broken.
[chorus]
You made promises you never could keep.
You made me so sick I still can't sleep.
Anger you showed to stays in my head.
Why don't you see why I fled?
In all your bitterness you didn't see,
How your words slowly killed me.
Fallen angel you didn't know,
My brokeness, my reason to go.
You couldn't see past your own strife.
Just used my past as your knife.
Why leave me with such guilt,
When we know this lie you built
Poison Kiss Other Side of Me by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
Poison Kiss Other Side of Me
You were just another heartache.
Waiting for me to finally break.
But I won't give you the pleasure
Of knowing you caputred me a treasure.
I could have been more than a pretty face.
But you pushed me to fall from grace.
[chorus]
I won't let you win, no I won't back down.
I'm takeing a stand until you fall down.
This is no apology.
This is rage not apathy.
What did I do to deserve this?
Why'd you curse me with your poison kiss?
You gave me one big headache.
You should be the one to break.
You made me so unsure.
I thought I was your only treasure.
Don't try to mask the pain in my face.
You should carry it to your resting place
If Only Thank God by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
If Only Thank God
If only if only that moon so bright,
could lead me home to you tonight.
If only if only I hadn't lost my way,
I'd be with you come what may.
If only if only the wind so cold,
didn't cause me to be so cold.
If only if only we didn't have to fight,
then I'd be in your arms tonight.
If only if only, these dreams so pure,
could be bitterness's final cure.
If only if only you could see,
how hurting you truly kills me.
Thank God thank God you found me here,
in the shadows surrounded by fear.
Thank God thank God you forgave-
me and pulled me from falling into the deep grave.
Thank God thank God you now see
the beautiful love between
The First Summer
Preface
The sound of gunfire resounded in my ears. Slowly I lost all grip on reality and fell into a deep sleep. The memory of what happened that night hid in the back of my mind. I never wanted it to return to me. As far as Im concerned, my old family is dead, the old me is too, and I have a new family. The twelve people surrounding me are my family maybe not legally, but spiritually at least. I havent even spent a year with them only a long summer.
They stared down at me with worry in their eyes. My father was, for the first time Ive ever seen, crying. I never meant to scare them. I don
Give to Me
Give to me the burden you face
But please try not to,
Pierce my skin with your eyes so blue.
Look at me with such disgrace.
Give to me your tears
Ill dry them and chase away,
And youll bask in the light of day-
Without all your darkest fears.
Give to me your lifeless soul
Let me replace,
And fill with grace,
Its deep black hole.
Give to me your anger
So that I can bear it,
And you can forget it.
And youre no longer a stranger.
Give to your pain
And youll fly.
And Ill clear the sky-
Of this cold November rain.
Give to me your fire
And Ill burn down
And you wont drown-
Coming Home
A wandering child is helpless,
Lost and ever so lonely.
He wants one thing only:
To stop being so defenseless.
He wants a place to call home
And no longer to roam.
People pass him by,
Without a single look.
For to them, he is a crook.
No one cares to hear his cry.
All he can do is dream,
Of things like love and family.
Things that mean so much to you and me.
We dont see that things arent what they seem.
Someone comes along,
And takes him home.
He no longer has to roam,
For he now has somewhere to belong.
Poisonous Dance by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
Poisonous Dance
Poisonous Dance
Shes a sprightly dancer
And by the way,
She dances all through the day-
One cant see shes poisoned by cancer.
She wont give into the thieves,
Who have taken her childhood,
Like shes some animal in the wood.
So she dances as lightly as falling leaves.
She dances in night and only night,
For the moon gives her wings.
Those wings caring the song her heart sings,
And let the song take endless flight.
Now a frozen rose lay on her grave.
Though her soul still dances,
No one can hear or see the prances,
For they only see her as brave.
Shes a mournful dancer,
Because her life was t
Life Long Love by brokenxxwhenxxopenxx, literature
Literature
Life Long Love
Life-long Love
Now that youre gone,
I realized the truth above the lies.
And I dont know why didnt see it in your eyes.
I now know I loved you all along.
Somehow, someway,
Ill find a reason for you-
To see whats true.
And maybe youll stay.
I hear the whisper of the willow,
And I begin to dread,
Letting you go instead-
Of lying beside you with your head being my pillow.
I know you have moved on,
And I understand-
If from your heard Ive been banned.
But you should know Ive missed you since youve been gone.
I cant stand these nights,
Without you by my side.
And it
Bleeding Blue
A bottle of pills lay at my side.
Reminding me of all the times I tried.
I tried so hard to let go of you.
And forget all we've been through.
And heaven knows how hard I try.
[chorus]
Can't you see the reason why?
Don't you see how I cry?
Don't you know how hard I try?
All I have left is your memory.
And those promises you made to me.
I wish I could mean more to you.
I need to pull myself out of bleeding blue.
I keep myself locked in this cage.
I try to forget you and act my age.
Don't tell me of your newest love.
Just set my heart free like a morning dove.
I don't mean to be this way.
I warned you to stay awa
Favourite genre of music: metal, screamo, electronic pop, rock, alternative Favourite style of art: photography MP3 player of choice: ipod Personal Quote: I thought love was a myth...until I met you
Favourite Visual Artist
Idina Menzel
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Mark and Alex, Evanescence, My Chemical Romance, Panic at the Diso,
Alrighty. Natalie can't write to save her life. Anyone love someone or hate someone? I would love to write y'all a poem or something. Song? Please I'm desperate. If I don't write soon I'm gonna lose my mind...what little I have left.
It is going to kill me! I can barely get the words out. I mean I know what I want to say, but I can't find the words. But that's not what is truly bothering me. I have issues I need to take care of. You may see them in my writings. Jealousy is among one of them. I can be insanely jealous of people and resent them. I don't mean to, but I just do.